checking on my sanity

i got this panic emotion that i cannot describe to you
my world is tumbelling down what am i, what am i gonna do
can't deny it, deny it, what am i going through
can not fight it, can fight it, now i'm looking for the truth

i don't wanna live a lie – checking on my sanity
'cause maybe baby i can do without – is it all a fantasy?
i don't wanna live a lie – is this my reality?
it's spinning round 'n' round day and night

i don't wanna lose control, but i'm falling
i just can't believe it
never thought that i would be the one
falling down